Where oh where is af?

Well, its been a week today that I finished the preovera and af still has not made an appearance. I keep telling myself don't worry about it she'll show, she always does. But me being a worrywort, does not help.

Waiting for AF

Well, I finished my provera on June 16th. I am now waiting for af to show so that I can call in my Day 1. I have also submitted a claim to my health plan to see if they will cover the puregon & sperm wash. So far they have been pretty good at cover all my mediactions.

My 6th cycle, confused, sad, angry, frustrated...

Hi Everyone

I have to admit that i'm not very good at writing. But I thought I would give it a try. Its funny I have all these words going thru my head but I have a hard time writing them down.

So i'm on my 6th IUI cycle, if you could call it that. I have yet to get to the point where I actually go thru to the end of an IUI cycle. As you can see they all get cancelled due to not ovulating. As you can see this makes me angry, sad, frustrated, mad. Which also leads me to ask "Why"? I find I ask myself that a lot. Is it just me. Do you find that you ask yourself that all the time?

Why is my body not doing what it is suppose to be doing?
Why is this happening to me?
Why do I deserve this?

I also have PCOS. Growing up I was a latebloomer I got my period at 12. It was regular for about a year after that i got it very infrequently. I went to Docter after Doctor to told that is was all due to my weight. Yes, I was a chubby kid. It took 24 years for me to be diagnosed as PCOS. I have no regular menstual cycle at all. The only way I get one is to use the provera. No other medication has worked.

Well this is my first post. I hope to be able to post regularly.