Well we made it thru the holidays, thank goodness. They get harder and harder every year. Because it also marks the anniversary of when we started TTCing. It has been three years that we decide to try. Who would have thought that this is the path that my life would take. I have good days and bad. Althou the bad days far out weigh the good lately. Not one day goes by where I don't shed a tear. Thak goodness for IVF.ca I have made a few good friends on there. I always turn to them for comfort and a kind word.
My blood sugar levels spiked up after my last IVF so we had to put IVF #2 on hold. But after 3 months I have finally gotten it back down to a number that my endocrinologist was happy with. So we can proceed to IVF. On Thursday I go back to the clinic for bloodwork and ultrasound. We'll basically have to start fresh with new blood tests and paperwork but thats ok. It feels like a fresh start. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I also started accpunture and have go for 4 sessions, i was afraid at first but the needles are not that bad. There are days when its very relaxing.
On another note I decide since this IVF might be our last chance, that we should look into adoption. We go to adoption seminar tonight that is put on by adopt ontario. I am excited and nervous.
